40 shades of grey: a guide to loneliness

woke up feeling numb... was it the cold?
or was it that I had no one to look for?
stumbled throught the streets
wondering if I'll ever be alright... if I'll ever fell alright
washing my love in a river of thoughts.

losing hope is the first step to loneliness

stared at the people and the grey sky
as a light mist covered my mind
and the life I once devised
was drowning in grey... was drowning in blue
and dragging me down with it.

not caring is the second step to loneliness

got lost in a crowd and the crowd became me
as the notions of love and hate
grew blurrier by the moment.
Will I ever accept this? Accept my reality?
and stop wearing this mask

lying to yourself is the third step to loneliness.